La Musique

Sunday, December 9, 2007

Why

Why apathetic passion? Not a clumsy attempt at toying with literature I assure you.

I think it's just because I'm not a constant person. I have no discipline of any sort. Part of that stems from the fact that my life has been very smooth-sailing, with no serious peer problems or major obstacles in studying. Maybe a few emo and lovesick moments, but nothing on a large-scale that shook my entire existence.

I get bored very easily. I tire of routines, I get bored of people, of things so easily. I detest filling up particulars that include interests, simply because I am not very sure. Even now as I think I am in love with music, books and children, I fear one day my passion will fade away to lingering nonchalance.

So I'm hoping to record the shreds of memory I have, when I was still in love, still afire with passion, before i solidify into a shapeless piece of wax.

11:22 PM