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Sunday, June 1, 2008

I want to be a godmother.

Liqun: You always say you want to be godmother haha.
Vera: Yup. It's my lifelong ambition. *jokingly*

Then I wonder how much truth/untruth there was in that. Maybe I've finally managed to convince myself that there is no THE RIGHT(INSANE) ONE out there for me. Therefore, my considerate mind has completely eliminated the possibility of marital bliss and zeroed in on the issue of cute, affectionate children. Which is actually not such a tragedy after all. Haha

Or maybe, I've been hearing too much about the pain of childbirth. A few months back, I was still innocently thinking that the process of labour took only 45 minutes or so. Oh boy. Was I enlightened.

Then I thought, there's always painkillers. So I happily discarded the notion of severe, excruciating pain to the deep recesses of my brain (shallow as it is). Then someone decided to inform me on how the painkiller will be inserted into your bloodstream. Apparently, they stick it into your spine, and oh, I'm sure that's not painful at all. Uh uh. Absolutely no pain! Pain free! It's just like oh, stabbing you in the back with a foot long dagger? But let's not get hysterical here.

I wonder what God's plan is for me? Haha.
Please let me be a godmother instead.

5:11 PM