La Musique

Monday, December 15, 2008

Do Rei Mi Fa So La Ti Do

I thank God for all the opportunities to play piano for Him! It's an honour really, even if I do fret and worry and panic and vomit over every worship. Even when I played for four worships in camp, I think the practices were good experiences for me, even if they were not always the most pleasant, and playing for Camp Afterglow was a disaster (sorry hannah! :p). Anyway, I took advantage of my self-imposed depression to hug people afterwards muhahaha.

I can't explain it. As much as I wring my hands and lament that I did a horrendous job, I love the feeling of playing for God, that I can use my inept skill at this lovely instrument to glorify (hopefully) Him. But I do wish that I can play better quickly so that I can serve Him more greatly. And I do owe those who have been encouraging me when I've been stumbling, faltering, tripping-over-my-own-feet while on this path. I think I exasperate a lot of people like Liqun, Hannah, Yien, Yiling, Samuel etc. Sorry!

Dear God, please always help me to remember that You're the only one I should be playing for, and that these fingers you have given me are a dedicated, abeit small, instrument of Your will! May my hands and heart worship you forever and more.

Do Ti La So Fa Mi Rei Do

11:32 AM